Father's Day
Father's Day I have so many feelings about Father's day. Every year its difficult and I deal with the guilt of it either way. If I call I feel guilty because I really don't mean the sentiment it's meant to signify. If I don't call I wonder if he gets it, I know he doesn't and is probably hurt, but you know so was I for all of those years growing up. He wasn't a terrible person, you would probably actually really like him. He's personable, and intelligent and seems to be caring. But, I am 55 and I can't tell you what his favorite book or movie or food or drink or color is.... I can't tell you any of those things about him. I can't tell you what he thinks or how he feels about politics or life in general. I remember one thing, he told us that we have only one childhood, one chance to be single without children and a whole lifetime to be married and have children... try to even it out a bit. This was his advice to a child. I had ONE conv
