ShaunaMarie's Ramblings

She was way ahead of her times.  I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness.  I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot.  I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated.  I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. ~An ais Nin

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Sunday already. Sometimes life just moves too fast or you just don't quite accomplish all of the things you think you should have, in the given time. I have felt that way on my birthdays frequently. Like I couldn't possibly be a year older because I hadn't done enough to warrant that. What a fool. Time flies whether you do a ton of stuff or sit perfectly still and do absolutely nothing, time stops for no one, no matter how slow or fast we think it's going. I have discovered a few things about myself lately. First, I am not a patient person. I feel like Veruca Salt... I WANT IT NOW!  Just in case you have no idea what that reference means... you can watch it here on YouTube... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRTkCHE1sS4 When I decided it was time for a man in my life, I want it POOF, now. As soon as I find one I like, have an attraction to and feel like they are attracted to me, I want them now. Current guy, Mark. He's a good talker, great communica...

I started this crazy ass journey back in August. I have lost count on how many men I have spoken with, exchanged emails, texted and skyped with, the number is scary honestly. Lots of toads, a few high-quality men, who I managed to intimidate and scare off with my intensity, maybe? I have no idea, one day they just stop talking. I guess it’s a common thread, so what is it exactly that men want? What is it that they expect to happen if they show up like a real man and actually tell you, "Hey it's just not working for me", good luck with your search. What do they think? I guess there are some scary women who would get angry and lash out, if she’s all that, then just walk away, but there are those of us out here who just want to know, so we don’t make the same mistakes the next time. I can usually go over every conversation, ruminate over them actually, and find several dozen reasons someone would find me undesirable. So, news … fuck… Ok so in the last couple weeks I ...

I woke to the sound of the rain beating against the window. The light was dim, he lay there, arms sprawled above his head. The sheet barely covered his right hip, his left leg cocked up at the knee. and he was semi erect. I wondered what he was dreaming about, what it was that was exciting him. The last day and half of fucking, sucking, touching then making love, slowly and passionately had been the most incredible of my life. I reached out and ran my fingers down his chest, barely touching his beautiful skin. He was such a sensuous man. I skated my fingers down his chest to his stomach and down that little arrow to heaven, you know the one that leads you right to the nest of curls surrounding his perfectly shaped and gorgeous cock. The cock that had brought me so much pleasure over the last days. I wrapped my fingers around him gently, barely touching him. He didn’t even stir a little bit as I started to stroke him firmly and he hardened in my hand. Leaning over I kissed ...

I love this cover. It's so perfect for the story of Jenni and Jude.  Blurbs: The Promise  Jenni Carmichael has been in love with her boss Jude Parker since day one, three years ago. She is his right hand. She thinks he hasn't even noticed her. After a night out, she is surprised to find out that he has noticed her. A whirlwind romance ensues but trying to combine their undeniable chemistry and work is a real struggle. One evening, after work, Jenni goes back in the building and finds Jude in the arms of a beautiful blond. Their lives are turned upside down when Jude's old college fiance comes back into the picture wanting to rekindle their love, and she will stop at nothing to make that happen. Will Jenni and Jude have any chance of saving their relationship and each other from the dangers around them?  “ Lesbians own the market in women’s sexuality.” He chuckled at the expression on her face. “The main thing they taught me was to never ac...

When Lips meets the Dick in an all out brawl over a parking spot, sparks fly. The two can't help but egg each other on as they realize that they have a mutual friend inside the bar, gathering for the Valentines Birthday Party they are both going to. Throw in a little alcohol and a lot of heat and you've got yourself a hilarious story. The two stumble upon a soap opera in the making, complete with gay men and a jealous wife, it all turns to hilarity. I enjoyed this comedic sexcapade so much I can't wait for the next installment!  Get it here free for a limited time!   TESTING-BOUNDARIES

Ellie Messe is an indie author who debuted her first novel, Broken   in December 2017. This was a page turner from page one. The main character, Haley has just moved into a new town. She has run from her psychopathic father and brothers who tortured her from the time her mother ran away, at a very young age. Her best friend Drew is funny as hell. He is constantly smart mouthing everyone and cajoles her into all kinds of shenanigans. He’s fiercely loyal and protective of her. She becomes a part of his extended family, working for them at the bars they own. When she meets Drew’s older brother, Parker. She falls head over heels for him, and he, her. They have some rough patches, but like brother Drew, Parker is fiercely loyal and never wavers in his feeling for Haley. The girl has some serious secrets she’s holding and she is terrified that by loving this wonderful family she is putting them all in dangers way with her family who will find her, it’s just a matter of ti...

A new short story by Akayla Furrows. Temporarily Replaced Emma, a smart businesswoman, employed to place temporary workers on assignment suspects her husband’s sudden change in office hours of forbidden sexual encounters. His long hours, no interest in foreplay, much less sex give her no choice; She must take the plunge and find out the cause.  Nothing Emma could have imagined would have prepared her for this. Or how she felt about it. Could the object of her husband’s interest leave Emma dripping with revenge? https://www.amazon.com/TEMPORARILY-REPLACED-DRIPPING-REVENGE-TITILLATING-ebook/dp/B0794RRHMH/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1516475530&sr=8-2&keywords=akayla+furrows

I had been wanting to read a book by this author for a very long time. I love her book covers, its true a book cover really does sell a book. For me its one-word titles and book covers. If you can tell an entire story with one word, I'm there. So, Consequences, we all know what that is. Claire Nichols is the main character. She is a bartender in a small nonconsequential, (LOL) bar. A customer, one Anthony Rawlings, asks her to have a drink with him after her shift.  Next thing she knows, she suspects that he drugged her, she wakes in a very nice luxury bedroom in a place she doesn't know. The door is locked, she has no means for escape and she is terrified. She must learn to play his game in order to survive. He is very violent in his punishments. Now this is where I got a little perturbed. The author only  alludes  to the beatings. She alludes to the suffering. This is plugged as a dark erotica. Ok, those of us who read this gen...

It's been awhile since I updated you on the dating front... well there's not much to say really. The married man is gone, his lame excuse... "You are just too far away." Ok, got the hint, "You just aren't worth the effort." Loud and clear! Met Tall guy. Actually in person. Very nice guy, very very nice. I think too nice really, for me. I am a rotten sexual being and he is... a little sexually repressed I think?  Have no idea with this one, he was falling in love one day, wanting to be the best boyfriend I ever had and dumped me the next (well a few days later. It all happened in the course of a couple of weeks... What the hell is it with me? Again, I would say to the guys out there: Be honest. Be open. We are adults not children. If you can't handle breaking it off with someone with some honesty, then don't date. Maybe its a misunderstanding, miscommunication. After all you are both new to each other. Fuck, give it at least a conversation...

A short story written by a wonderful friend and writer!  Take a read. Free on KU!  It's a really sexy read. Begging Becky Internet dating may be the new dance club scene for hooking up. The best part of dating on the Internet is, wait for it... you don't have to be concerned with how you’re dressed or if you’re dressed. Becoming smutty is verbal and sometimes not so verbal if you’re using a high-quality HD camera. Getting face to face is easy. Becky, young, sexy and beautiful, was desperate. When one is desperate one tends to make very bad, and naughty choices. Becky was no different. Although, Becky’s choices may put her in danger. But when your body calls you to action, more like demands it, what choice do you have? Find someone to share it with who needs it just as bad. Becky hoped to find a partner to help her with her problem... spoiler alert... achieving an orgasm. Would 'Massive' live up to his screen name?  And make Becky drip with anticipation? Hello In...